I am so over being in pain. I don’t complain about it much because I have a high tolerance. Most days I won’t even notice it but today? It sucks. My arms feel like they are engulfed in an icy flame if that makes sense. Cold/burning sensation, up to my elbows, and random patches on my chest. Skin is sensitive to the touch again… If you have ever had a tooth ache, that is how all my joints in my fingers feel, plus along my forearms, and into my elbows. Even on my back now that I think about it, my skin is sensitive and it hurts to lean on back of the chair. Hard to type because I just feel… like crap…
I have been on Norcos (10/325) for a while now and as I have mentioned before, I build a tolerance to medication fast. It does nothing now, even if I take 3… Barely takes the edge off. So I need to switch it up, I need to try Percocet again. Didn’t do much for me before but I just need something new… Like I said, I have a high tolerance, I don’t pop pills everyday, but every once in a while it is more than I can handle without it effecting my ability to function. I need something for that and I don’t want to hear “you are too young to be on that kind of medication” because if you ask me, I am too young to have MS and chronic pain! So we will see how my appointment goes tomorrow.
I thought my appointment was today but it is actually tomorrow in case I did not mention that… Fingers crossed… Have my list of things to talk about just about ready for printing. Kind of sad, a lot is new since I last saw her but I have reached a point where I know there is pretty much no sense in looking for help for certain things because there is nothing that can be done. It is what it is… I think I will try to get some medication and physical therapy tomorrow and then come home and come up with a new plan, diet, exercise, alternative treatment, what ever i can do because I can’t do THIS anymore.
I will post a video tomorrow, for now, I got to go, pain is annoying me… See yah!