Today I got to do something besides driving that I have meant to do for a while now, I got to visit some of my therapists from rehab from the first time I went to the hospital this year!
Remember when I disappeared for like 2 months? Yeah I still need to write about that but I keep forgetting… Point is, I pretty much lived with these people for 2 months and they worked really hard to “rebuild” me, to get me back up on my feet. Everyone recognized me right away, by time I realized who they were they had already rushed me outside or down the hall, it was nice! It was odd seeing them, I was in such an odd state of mind at that time, I don’t know, it was just weird but definitely awesome! I saw the door to ONE of my rooms and heard all the odd beeping sounds which I hated, they brought back all the bad feelings haha… I hate those beeps… But my therapists are awesome! OT’s and PT’s!
I DO have to go back and catch a few people who were not there today but I will write about all that very soon!
I feel like I am starting to get a hold of my life again, well, a little. I do not feel so buried… I worked on my paperwork last night which has built up all year, letters I have not even opened. I shredded so much, now I just have to organize it all… Feels good to have some “control” back even though NOTHING “feels” the same anymore. That picture does no justice to what I started with by the way…
I have a lot of work to do here on the blog including working on my fundraiser endeavor but all in good time right?
Before I go for now, I start my full dose of Rebif tomorrow, a tad nervous, I am sure it will be just fine but I SOOO do not want flu like symptoms. Will post on that tomorrow!