Well, I am finally back! There is so much to say, so much I want to say, so much I should say, but no way to say it all in one simple post. Looking back I was obviously really frustrated right before I decided to take my little break. I guess the reality of my situation is finally sinking in, I’m starting to feel like I’m not going to get better, whatever better is. I still am frustrated but I guess I can say I am getting a hold of it. Maybe… Still not doing as well as I wish I was mentally or physically but it is what it is.