Stress is a part of life I know, but, for an MS patient…
Things are different. People do not get that.
Stress = Pain, Stress = Debilitation.
I am tired of it. I can fight through it most the time but the current has finally taken over,
robbed me of all my strength.
My hands hurt so bad, my leg hurts and is growing stiff. It burns.
The pain is everywhere actually, it comes an goes, and I almost don’t notice it anymore.
My wrist, my shoulder, my forearm, my chest, my stomach, my side, everything.
I am so dizzy.
T h e w o r l d j u s t w o n ‘ t s t o p s p i n n i n g.
Yeah, I LOOK fine but if you only knew what I was feeling…
I try to hide it most the time but I can’t do it right now.
The current is drowning me.
I hate this disease more than my words could ever portray.
I am tired of hurting physically and emotionally.
The emotional pain is the worst.
People do not get it and I am tired of it.
Tired of feeling like a burden or like no one believes me.
No one realizes what I am going through.
I feel defeated. What am I fighting for?
down, up and
I can’t handle the emotional roller coaster anymore.
I just want it to be over,
I want to be alone
and hear nothing.
I want to be done with pain inside and out.
I want to feel nothing because this hurts.
I am not Superman.
Give me my life back!