Hey everyone…. I am having such a hard time right now. I am just so exhausted. I can never get enough sleep and the more sleep I get the worse I feel, makes me almost want to start back up on my coffee habits but no, no, stupid thought, I need t do more research on ways to battle fatigue when I can, it’s just so hard.
I have felt depressed, and it’s not situational, it’s a chemical thing so that is hard to manage. Well, wait a minute, it started off like that but then my many crappy situations added to it. I can not keep it all under control like I usually can, I hate it!
As far as my physical symptoms go, well, all I will say is I am so dizzy I keep leaning into walls and counter tops. Getting around is becoming very hard because of this, even though my walking is so much better! ARG! Hands are still kind of numb but I could care less. Vision still sucks especially with the dizziness but once that goes away I’ll be able to maintain myself a bit easier so fingers crossed.
Sorry my blog is falling apart but so am I and I have to take care of me first and then everything else. So I may disappear here and there. Life is not consistent, it blows… I’ll try my best though but I am so dizzy and I can not see and I am a cognitive wreck. Ill talk to you all later!