OK, it’s been hard lately for me to be on top of my blog so I apologize. I feel like I am swimming against a violent current that only grows stronger with each futile stroke. I will come out of this poor state of being, this hopeless mentality, in time… Life is new, everything is new, I have to re-learn everything but the colors of this new life are all a hue I have never seen… Describing it would be like trying to explain how a sound tastes, it can’t be done, only the one who experiences this phenomena can know what it is to feel it. As in reality itself, what is green to me may be blue to you.
Hey everyone…. I am having such a hard time right now. I am just so exhausted. I can never get enough sleep and the more sleep I get the worse I feel, makes me almost want to start back up on my coffee habits but no, no, stupid thought, I need t do more research on ways to battle fatigue when I can, it’s just so hard.