When I first started this blog I wanted to spread positivity and help people connect. Some would say I have done that. I have brought almost 270 MS’er together in my Facebook support group alone and have received numerous emails from people who found my Youtube videos helpful despite the fact that I think they could be done so much better. I had a message and that message helped many but now I am finding that I am lost. I no longer have a clue as to what I believe in. I am loosing faith in people, I have become a morbidly pessimistic person, and I don’t like it. Worst of all, I don’t know what to do.