Major Writers Block – Been keeping the MS on the Down Low???

UGH! I have had the worst writers block for like this past for ever! The problem with writers block is the less you write the harder it is to write anything longer then a paragraph. The longer you go without writing the harder it is to resume writing! So by not writing I am making it harder and harder on myself to actually write! I think you get the idea, simple concept haha! Anyways, sorry… I used to be so good about writing every day! I don’t know what happened! I know part of it was not feeling good and then being tired, and then school, and then I have been going out lately, and even though that all ultimately made me feel better I think it pulled me away from writing long enough that it made it really hard to get back into the motion of it all. Got to start of light again, just like exercising!

So lately I have been going out a bit more as I have mentioned a few times and been trying to meet some new people. Since I have been getting out more I swear I am feeling so much better again! I mean I don’t feel all super amazing but I feel way better than I have in months! Now I have to be careful here because I want to say that I only am experiencing a few symptoms that are hardly even noticeable BUT I don’t know if that is completely the case or if I am just getting used to my symptoms more and more every day to the point where I feel “normal” now even though 6 months ago I would have said I feel like crap… Hard to tell…

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Feeling Better but No Appetite, Attitude Power!

ms multiple sclerosis diet soda

Well I don’t know what did the trick but I have been taking my vitamins, taking my happy pills, getting out more with some friends, moving around more, etc, etc and now I am feeling much better. I have been sleeping  a BIT better, I am not waking up all achy, I have not been as depressed, and I don’t feel as fatigued. I still feel  kind of irritable but not as bad… So I am trying to keep this phase going as long as possible so I can focus more energy on getting my wedding photography off the ground because I am ready to start supporting myself again! SO SICK of being broke!

So once again, I am going to mention one of my prime beliefs in fighting MS. Attitude. Getting out and being social has made me feel better on the inside and as a result I believe I am doing better on the outside. I feel more pumped up to get up in the morning (well I still sleep in a bit haha) and feel more energetic during the day, almost restless, because I want to get out and do something! I love the outdoors so having been able to get out into the mountains and what not lately has really helped me release some stress. All this is molding my attitude from a lump of pessimistic clay into a sculpture of optimism once more.

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Got outside today! So far HEAT has not effected me…

ms multiple sclerosis jeep offroading mountains

Well got outside today that’s for sure! Took a drive up an old access road to Idylwild with my friend Phill in his old Jeep. It was about 90 degrees Fahrenheit at the bottom of the mountain and not too much cooler at the top (technically speaking) but it felt like day and night. Between the wind and the Forrest trees it was nice and cool up there! Surprisingly despite the heat I am not blind! Well not yet…

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Help Me Get Rid Of All These Shirts!

ms is bs multiple sclerosis shirt

Haha so, at first it seemed like lots of people were interested in a simple MS IS BS T-Shirt but I did not get the response I was expecting, AT ALL. SO, I cut the price in half and now I am just trying to make SOME of my money back because there are much more important things I need to pay off haha, being broke is not fun 🙁

ms is bs t-shirt shirt multiple sclerosisAnyways, you can find them on the store tab up top or by clicking my picture on this posting to your right!

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