Oh my, what a day… Going to keep this one short because I am EXHAUSTED! So let’s start with the good news first. The Prednisone I have been taking seems to have been helping my eyes. Today I have got to the point where I only get double vision if I look to my right. Everywhere else doesn’t really double but it’s still very blurry and sometimes doubles for a second if I move my eyes or head to quickly. Did just figure out that wearing my glasses with both lens exposed (was taping one for a while) lets me see so much more clearer than I have been able to see so wish I figured that out earlier today. Didn’t realize how much of my impairment was just fuzziness!
So yay for steroids but boo at the same time because I wanted to stay away from them but today I had my first of three infusions…Three 1,000mg doses of Solu-Medrol to top off my oral steroid intake should clear up my vision but I have to say… My vision doubles so bad when I look to my right that I worry it’s not going to go away… Everywhere else in my vision has healed a great deal but when it comes to looking to my right NOTHING has changed…. Kind of worried… But at this point I can get around and I COULD take pictures if I needed to. I have a small job on Friday for some friends and at first I was worried I might not be able to do it but I know by Friday I’ll be just fine to get back behind the camera. Even if the right side of my vision doesn’t recover I should still be OK.Let’s see what a good nights rest does while the steroids really soak in haha. Fingers crossed!
But oh yeah, back to my horrible infusion experience… So the new infusion center I go to is really nice, everything is new, clean, shiny, and every chair has it’s own personal TV, love it! BUT…. But…. The one nurse I keep getting…. Man…. She is nice but…. I don’t know if she should be doing IV’s for people…. Every single time I get her she messes my IV up and has to stick me twice or dig the needle around under my skin trying to get the vein… No one has ever, EVER complained about my veins, just her, in fact, everyone always compliments my veins and “how nice they are” from a nurses perspective of course haha… So Today she sticks me in my right forearm, can’t get the vein so she digs around a bit. Good thing I have a high pain tolerance because it feels just like it sounds… Like someone is scraping a needle around under your skin bumping into things they shouldn’t be bumping into… Gives up on that one and grabs a new IV and this time goes for my inner elbow, now this vein is impossible to miss… It looks as thick as a pencil! I honestly do believe I could put my own IV in right there because it’s just the perfect vein. So in goes the needle! Got it! That was easy!
Started pumping in the steroids and about 5 minutes later my arm was on fire, I mean horrible, horrible, burning all up my arm. I get the nurse’s attention and she check it out. “Uh-Oh, it’s infiltrating”. Great so the IV was not actually in the giant, thick, bulging, vein on my arm. Nope, that’s 7cc’s of Solu-medrol just subcutaneously floating around my arm, awesome! So finally she calls over who I shall call “The Elder Nurse”. Now she’s not old or anything but she always comes and fixes the mistakes in one try and in half the time. She breezes through it so I call her the Elder Nurse as she seems to be the best at the job haha. Now part of me feels bad because I get the feeling that all the other nurses knows that my nurse isn’t the best at what she does but than the part of me in pain remind myself that I am in fact ion pain because of her… So mixed feelings on that one.
Anyways, point of the story is, I got stuck 3 times today, had a needle dig around under my skin a bit, and experienced something that felt close to dipping my arm in gasoline and lighting it on fire for a few minutes. I only have three days of IV treatments this week! It was supposed to be an easy, kickback, quick, week but nope, today made up for the two days I am skipping and than some.
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OH YEAH! I ALMOST FORGOT! I was denied Disability today…
Yay… Matt = Screwed.