So today I had my latest neurology appointment in Fontana in hopes of seeing a new Kaiser neurologist who was willing to help me. I left feeling rather disappointed despite the fact that I didn’t have my hopes up THAT high to begin with but I guess a fall is a fall. This doctor was no different than any other doctor I have seen so far… His final evaluation? My symptoms are all more then likely permanent and no treatment is going to make the symptoms subside. I basically need to come to terms with my disease and accept that this is my life and that I have to live with these symptoms.