Not doing too well today much like yesterday, almost no physical progress so far, although, I would say my vision is probably not as bad today as it was the other day. I have done my best to exclude my personal life from this blog, but today I’m going to have to make a special note.
Today sucks! I usually try to keep my writing as professional as possible, but I have to say, today sucks! It’s been worse before, but considering I had been getting so much better until a few days ago when I started physically falling apart again, I can’t help but to feel like today just sucks! I really don’t understand why this is happening, my doctor said sometimes it just happens this way… My walking is horrible today along with my arm… I’m having a really hard time coordinating my limbs, they kind of just flop around, especially my arm, it’s growing so limp… Vision doesn’t seem as bad today but maybe I’m just getting used to it, I don’t know… All I know is I’m sick of this! I’m trying my best to stay positive but the last few days have not been the best, I don’t know how to clear my mind, how to relax, I feel like I just need to get away but where to I don’t know, preferably somewhere I can get a massage or something ha ha… That’s all I really have to say for today, not much has changed in my health, nothing good at least, so I’m going to cut this one short before I keep complaining, no one wants to hear that so hopefully tomorrow I have some better news. Thanks for reading!
Today my walking is horrible! I can hardly coordinate my left leg and arm and it’s really frustrating! My vision is horrible as well, I don’t know if it’s getting worse or not but using the computer is definitely much more difficult than it was a week ago… I also feel like my vision related headaches are coming back, no fun!..